Looooong time.

So.. it's been a bit since I have blogged. Things have been KA-Razy. Money has been tight, I had a friend in town last week. She's pretty awesome. Soccer and softball have been a blast. It's really just been busy, but stressful.

Life though, has been good. Reconnected with someone from my past. We went to HS together. Never really talked to each other back then, but now there is a spark. We realized this back in Dec. I was going to visit her at the end of this month, but money has made me cancel that. It sucks. There are times that I wish I was a 'lucky' person and never had to worry about $$, but then what kind of life would you have then? Look at Paris Hilton, Britney, Lindsay, and all of them who kinda go crazy. I kinda like just working and getting everything that way.

Oh this dream I had last night was nuts. It was so detailed that I could believe that it happened. I felt the emotions while I was dreaming. Here's the just of it. It was me getting arrested for shoplifting on accident. I left something on the bottom of my cart. Got probation. Then found out that my cousin was dating a girl that was carrying my kid. Had no clue. Was pissed off and was ordered to not visit my kid while on probation. They tried to keep it away from me. I tracked them down, they wouldnt let me see her at all. I finally saw my kid and tried to stay with her, but everyone pulled me away... It was very detailed.

If you want to check out the show website, I finally bought a url. www.spoonradioshow.com

Until next time... peace and love.

Spoon.


ps... Yes, that is former MTV VJ Bill Bellamy!

Well...

I think there are something in life that just embarrass me, even though it's not totally me. One, is when something goes wrong, and my phone gets shut off. Whats worse, is when you totally went to the website, logged in, clicked on make a payment, get sidetracked, and never hit the confirm payment button. So alas, my phone is off. I know what your thinking, but I never answer numbers that are not in my phone unless they are from Jacksonville, Alaska, Missouri, or Kansas. Yes, I also am very bad about checking messages. I normally just call you back when I see I have a missed call. I guess I should have checked it. No big deal though, i get paid today. Of course something is wrong with my paycheck. It's short. So my bill now is $241 and I have about half. Waiting on work to make the paycheck right and then I will get it back on.

The Brett Andrews Radio show will be in town this weekend. Kinda sad when you don't see your best friend for two years. Whats worse, is when you are this strapped for cash. No matter what this will be a great weekend.

Last... Someone who I have 'know' for at least 10 years, is making me smile.

2009

Another year has ended, and every year I write one of these blogs... Last year I set some goals for myself: Lose more weight, buy a new car, get my own place, and a handful of others. Well, I got like 4 outta 6.

So here goes 2009....

I want to enjoy life this year. The little things that should make me happy. Great Friends, Great Times, Great Stories...

I am going to stay outta the drama that people seem to love. It's a virus. It's like a bad drug. You can get too deep into it and it will bite your ass back.


I am going to find my thing that I can do to make my mark. I know my show can do that, but I think there is something out there I am missing. It's gotta click. This year I will try to spark the click.

I will better someone else's life this year. I don't know how yet, but I am going to do something that will change, even if it's just slightly, someone's look on life. I have been blessed to live a pretty good life, now it's my time to return the favor.

I want to solidify myself in my career. It is changing ever week so I want to be ahead of the curve. This might be the most challenging thing I will attempt in 2009.

I want to be healthier. Eating better food. Maybe organic. I want to continue to 'fit myself up'.

This weekend is going to be fun. I am in a soccer tourney. Then later this month, B-retta is coming to Jax. I have not seen that guy in 2 years.

So to everyone out there.... I hope you make 2009 yours.

Love...
Spooner